Hi guys. I wanted to make a post like this a long ago.

I’m 99% sure you realised that my blog is full of “negative shit”. The main reason of this is not that, I’m a fully depressed never-been-happy person. Totally not!

It’s just an escape for me. I can’t show people my bad feelings, that’s the main reason of cutting for me. I can’t show my inner pain others, so I try to kill it alone. This tumblr is one of my weapons in this fight against the “bad” side of me. (I can write out my feelings from myself. ) 

In the other hand, i’m not-totally-officialy diagnosed with bipolar affective disorder. (psychiatrist said, but i haven’t taken any test yet) This is a great objection for my bad personality and always changing mind. 

In a shorter form: I just wanted to say, don’t try to judge my whole personality after reading/watching this blog.

This is just the work of the sickest part of my mind.

mostly with other people i’m very kind and helpful, I’m smiling a lot, and don’t let others know about my inner pain or anything.

That’s all i wanted you to know