my BMI is 16.3, officially i should be at least 100 lbs.
So can someone please tell me why the heck I look fat?
Numbers are just numbers, fat is fat.
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what a twisted, sick, dark minded fool ... disgusting.
maddyson. 17. HUNGARY. in relationSHIT whore-minded. smoking drinking [andstuff]. self-harm and ED... " anorexia (recovered/relapsed...) sick minds and wounded souls never heal... Jrock. Deathcore. Metalcore. Punk rock. music. cats. drawing. writing. video games. good films
I'm complicated.
height: 5'4(167cm)
hw:~103,62 lbs (47kg)
cw:~94,8 lbs (43kg)
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WHO RHE FUCK ARE U TO JUDGE ME, bitch?
I want to recover so bad. I want to be normal. I want to smile, eat, laugh like others do.
Why am i so troubled?
Starting the day with purging. I feel sick and disgusting
Yes, mom. I’m just an attention seeking little useless whore who wants everyone’s pity.
But hey, do you know what goes through my head every time when you say things like that? Words hurt. And I really don’t want fucking attention or pity. What I NEED is some LOVE. Oh. I ask for too much.
Forcing me to eat won’t make me recover. It makes me feel worst. I FEEL GUILTY, FAT, WEAK, DISGUSTING AND MORE SICK.
It won’t help, believe me.
