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what a twisted, sick, dark minded fool ... disgusting.

maddyson. 17.  HUNGARY. in relationSHIT whore-minded. smoking drinking [andstuff]. self-harm and ED... " anorexia (recovered/relapsed...) sick minds and wounded souls never heal... Jrock. Deathcore. Metalcore. Punk rock. music. cats. drawing. writing. video games. good films
I'm complicated

height: 5'4(167cm)
hw:~103,62 lbs (47kg)
cw:~94,8 lbs (43kg)


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WHO RHE FUCK ARE U TO JUDGE ME, bitch?
 

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73 cals and 17,5 grams of pure “I don’t give a fuck ‘cause I love it.”
my baggy top is comfortable and my short that i have worn at the age of thirteen is so cute with the horses on it. Hahha i like my clothes at grandma’s.ignore the fat rolls in my thigh. thanks.
my BMI is 16.3, officially i should be at least 100 lbs.

So can someone please tell me why the heck I look fat?
Numbers are just numbers, fat is fat.

94,8 lbs… 43 kgs. still a fucking disgusting fat bitch. fuck my life.
Having fat legs is my hobby.
Yes, I am.
I want to recover so bad. I want to be normal. I want to smile, eat, laugh like others do.

Why am i so troubled?

Starting the day with purging. I feel sick and disgusting
I must get a bikini for summer

Oh wait. I’m fat and ugly and my body is full of cuts and scars.

… maybe later.

Yes, mom. I’m just an attention seeking little useless whore who wants everyone’s pity.

But hey, do you know what goes through my head every time when you say things like that? Words hurt. And I really don’t want fucking attention or pity. What I NEED is some LOVE. Oh. I ask for too much.