He does NOT want a fat girlfriend.
myBRUTALheaven
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what a twisted, sick, dark minded fool ... disgusting.
maddyson. 17. HUNGARY. in relationSHIT whore-minded. smoking drinking [andstuff]. self-harm and ED... " anorexia (recovered/relapsed...) sick minds and wounded souls never heal... Jrock. Deathcore. Metalcore. Punk rock. music. cats. drawing. writing. video games. good films
I'm complicated.
height: 5'4(167cm)
hw:~103,62 lbs (47kg)
cw:~94,8 lbs (43kg)
~все киски одинаковые.(♥)
WHO RHE FUCK ARE U TO JUDGE ME, bitch?
Even if I call myself recovered i can’t have a single meal without feeling guilty.
I nearly reached my goal. I can’t stop. I’m still ugly and fat.
I’m 42,5 kg right now (so 92,6 lbs)
day 2
-128 Kcal with exercise during the day (including a walk in the city) :)
+16 Kcal a quarter apple for breakfast and another quarter during the day
+150 Kcal - bean-sauce (not an english food, you probably don’t really know what it is…)
+ about 180 Kcal … yeah I always made mistakes, today I ate ice-cream shame on me!
and a lot of water… oh man… :)
so 202 Kcal from the 300 for today. weird because i felt terrible, i thought i ate much more.
If i reach my UGW i will stop the diet, no matter what day will it be…I want to be normal again, I don’t want to count calories anymore. yeah but I’m afraid i can’t … i mean ED is something like a bad lifestyle.
